¿WHaT ThE HiLL?

2.12.2005

So everyone has an online journal these days. Makes me feel like I'm suddenly shopping at Abercrombie and Fitch. And the race to see who can create the most original yet simultaneously symbolic name is unfortunately on. Each time I read, "Scientific Complexities of my Prepubescent Mindset” or something equally humorous...
I giggle.
...then throw up in my mouth a little.

So I've discovered my new fix. Endorphins. I've been running about three miles each day, and the high I get from doing so is amazing. Also, because I run in the evenings, I’m able to sort through the day – truly concentrating on whatever may be at hand. Je l’adore.

Something was recently brought to the table... and grappling with the reality of this concept has been a fascinating experience. Since my 9th grade year at River Oaks, my life has been one enormous blur. Having to be someone for everyone... whether captain or president… had me running like a rodent on a wheel. Mentally spinning one hundred miles per hour, yet never really going anywhere. Senior year was such a Monet, as was first semester of college... trying to meet new people, find my place, settle in... etc etc. This is the first time in approximately 5 years that I’ve had a chance to really evaluate myself inside and out.
It's like I’m meeting myself for the first time.
And I’m still unsure of countless things,
sans one.
I’m not the me I used to be.

lj [2:03 PM]

Comments:

Thank you for providing all the teenyboppers with quotes to copy/paste into their "I'm so misunderstood" Xangas. God smites them all!

# posted by

Anonymous : 3/13/2005 04:10:00 PM

Hey it's Eric, just wanted to say hey and that i hope your doing well since i haven't talked to you in a while so yeah...oh and do you remember vincet's girlfriend...she's in my chemistry class and every day she still lookes like a horse lol oh well like i said just wanted to say hey so...hey...catch you later

# posted by

Anonymous : 7/01/2005 01:00:00 PM